a little check in

I’m taking a break from packing, and I’m currently sitting on the floor with my laptop, typing. Flying off the cuff here. I normally write in my journal first but I’m doing this one a little differently only because it’s a bit hectic at the moment and there clothes and shoes everywhere.

The last couple of blog posts have been tough for me to write, because I have been so vulnerable. Life is life-ing. My feelings are my feelings and they are valid.

What I have highlighted recently is how I’ve been feeling in regards to work. In the last week or so, I have felt better and I am really trying to change my attitude and have a better mindset, but I am still struggling. I’m sitting at my desk trying to get through the day. Not many people know either and I’m not one to make a big deal out of things, maybe I should, I don’t know, but a lot of the time I do keep to myself. People catch on though because I don’t a poker face. I am very expressive so people can pick up on a vibe.

Everything else in my life is good, it’s just the whole work thing. That is really what has been consuming me lately.

Headphones on, one email at time and trying to keep my mind positive. It doesn’t just go away because it’s a new day or a new week. This is a process and I’m doing the best that I can.

By the time you read this, I’ll be on a flight to Singapore or I might’ve landed already. I am going on a holiday with my parents. It will be my first time in Singapore so I’m very excited, and then we’re flying to Manila to visit my family. I need this, I need a break and I am so happy that I get this time away.

I’m looking forward to writing about this holiday, but let me go experience it so I have something to write about :)

Sending love, and remember your feelings are valid.